Then there is this thing called a marriage, which after 6+ years (and 12 years together) I feel like we have pretty well mastered. Yet somehow this pesky little disease has thrown a corkscrew in our (seemingly) perfect little lives! We have been fighting about stupid stuff, and I mean stupid stuff!!!! Like the tone that is used, or lack of interest in our common interests, etc. etc. etc... Again subconsciously I know why this is happening but somehow it doesn't make me feel better to know exactly why my life currently sucks. I'm just ready to get back to normal, and sadly the journey has just begun. I don't doubt that at the end of this we will all be stronger, better people because of this time of trial but today I'm letting myself be weak and say I DON'T LIKE THIS!
So as your week goes on and you keep us in your thoughts please pray we are able to come together as our little family unit and find our happy place again. I know it won't look the same as it did before but I'm confident that we can still find our groove and move forward.
|Halloween 2010 "The Rubble's and Dino"|